The Otherside of the Windows

It was a hot hot Tuesday afternoon. I was daydreaming and there was a bang at the window. Two guys slowly lower themselves to my floor's level like they were SWAT team.

I think that's quite risky to have just 2 strings of rope hanging them from above. They were so amazing though, working skillfully out there. I admire them and hope they have better quality of safety system for their career.

Such a beautiful moment watchng they worked.

I was trapped again

I know it was so temping and i was trying so hard not to do it again, ever.

But i did.

And doing so let me know he would be back in BKK by today. I've been sinking in the shit hole since then. Been down without any reason. Although i told myself over and over that he doesnt mean a thing to me anymore, reading only one line from his mailbox blew my peace away.

Whom in my life i can tell this stupid mistake to? No one would care to hear about it. Im sitting in the office alone. Its almost 8 p.m. and i turned my cell phone off. I shouldnt have ruined my evening (maybe also the whole tomorrow) by one click. what a dork i was.

We shouldnt do any thing we know we SHOULDN'T do.

Happiness Fair: Music in the Park

Tonight i rode a bike taxi to Suan Benja Siri to see a mini concert held by สสส. (dunno how to call it in English and dunno what it stands for.) Actually it's a part of a 2-day event called มหกรรมความสุข - quite sucked name, but truely, really, well planed, concepted with good intention. I stoped by yesterday to get the schedule of the concerts. I was looking for Save da Last Piece and Lek Surachai (formerly Proud Band(วงพราว))

Because of the family thing, i missed K. Lek and saw only last 2 songs of Save Da Last Piece. It was good though. Good music in the park by the pond with cool breeze. Lighting was warm and dreamy. Everything was good but i looked for where to sit alone and enjoy the moment alone. I hoped they would play the "Lie" song, my fevorite, but they didnt. That's good because it would have made tonight too good to be ALONE.

I was happy though. And i AM.