I was trapped again
I know it was so temping and i was trying so hard not to do it again, ever.
But i did.
And doing so let me know he would be back in BKK by today. I've been sinking in the shit hole since then. Been down without any reason. Although i told myself over and over that he doesnt mean a thing to me anymore, reading only one line from his mailbox blew my peace away.
Whom in my life i can tell this stupid mistake to? No one would care to hear about it. Im sitting in the office alone. Its almost 8 p.m. and i turned my cell phone off. I shouldnt have ruined my evening (maybe also the whole tomorrow) by one click. what a dork i was.
We shouldnt do any thing we know we SHOULDN'T do.
posted by pui @ 4:32 AM
2 Comments:
I am kind of lost track from the road you have been on. Anyhow, a silent moment can be a wonderful gift to yourself under some circumstances but not all. What's the point of being silent when you hear it even lounder in your head. You'll never get things clear by that anyhow.
Cheer up and face it.
didnt have a chance to talk to you for quite a long time. im not that down as i seemed to though : )
Sometime, being trapped in the shitty old memory is like seeing an old friend. I just cant help doing so once in a while.
thanks for writing to me na.
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